One night during my summer, everyone was mad at me. So i just played Requiem music. And convinced myself I was the biggest asshole in the entire world.

And now I've come to that realization again. I analyze the things I do. They're not nice. Know why? Because my intentions are selfish. Everything I do somehow ties into me.

I'm strong.

I've done it before.

And so help me god I'll do it again.