I walk over there.

I miss him, but he most certainly misses me more (that isn't cockiness, I could just see that he needed to get away from his normal clique). We hang out for a couple of 30-minute intervals. Then he and his mom start arguing.

He threatens that he won't do his homework until she stops smoking. It has been a month since he hasn't done homework. And she's kept on smoking.

He threatened her too much, so I got kicked out. 9:00 P.M. I am walking home. I stop outside by a cafe called: Brisku's Bistro playing lively jazz. I sit down and enjoy for about five minutes. And then I run home.

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I saw him again today. This time, Jesse too. We walked a total of six miles. My legs hurt.

Its difficult to stand now. Jesse jumped on my back and I collapsed. It was too much. I can't much go up stairs without feeling dizzy. I can barely even look up.

It's punishment for being so damn vain.

Water -is- the solvent of life. It should be able to sustain me.