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2003-02-09 - 8:07 p.m.

I'm such a bad updater. Nothing I have to say is worth writing about anyway :)

It'd probably be a lot of bitching because that's what humans do. Most of them at least. Including me.

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Today I went up the stairs to get something and I got it, then turned toward the door, but caught a glimpse of myself in my mirror. All of a sudden it hit me. Is this all real? every decision I make, does it affect me? And how? Why have I made the choices I've made. Why don't I enjoy life? What proof do I have that everything around me isn't just created by... me.

THen I got very confused and lived life for that day.